Sober Search: Introduction to Ibogaine

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You're here. I'm glad. Have you seen this poem?

I am the Disease of Addiction:

Cunning, baffling, and Powerful.That’s me.

I have killed millions, and I am pleased. I love to catch you with the element of surprise. I love pretending I am your friend and lover. I have given you comfort, have I not?

Wasn’t I there when you were lonely?When you wanted to die, didn’t you call me? I was there. I love to make you hurt.I love to make you cry. Better yet, I love when I make you so numb you can neither hurt nor cry. You can’t feel anything at all. This is true Glory.

I will give you instant gratification and all I ask of you is long term suffering. I’ve always been there for you. When things were going right in your life, you invited me. You said you didn’t deserve these good things and I was the only one who would agree with you.Together we were able to destroy all the things good in your life.

I am such a hated disease.And yet, I do not come uninvited.You choose to have me.So many have chosen me over reality and peace.

Now I must lie here quietly. You don’t see me. But I am growing, bigger than ever.WHEN YOU ONLY EXIST, I MAY LIVE.WHEN YOU LIVE, I ONLY EXIST. But I am here.Until we meet again, If we meet again,“I WISH YOU DEATH AND I WISH YOU SUFFERING

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Friday, October 29, 2010

Introduction to Ibogaine

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